I have found this week’s task very challenging but also very interesting. In the process of meeting this challenge I have learned more about myself. I found that reading the experiences of others in the Alliance added a broader dimension to my understanding of myself and the barriers and obstacles I face. I have not a doubt that I am one with the Universal Mind (my heavenly father). If He has done it for one, He will do it for me. Moreover, as I look back on my life and all the times I have been kept safe and unharmed, how can I doubt HIM. I have determined that the major tool I use and will use to combat fear, hurt feelings, anger, guilt and unworthiness is faith. HE has done it before and He will see me through again.
I have recently noticed a shift in my thoughts during my sit. I had been visualizing and itemizing the points outlined in my DMP. Now instead I seem to be focusing on giving thanks for all the many blessings I have already received. My emphasis is moving toward one of knowing that although I have not attained my financial targets, most of my other objectives have already been met. I AM healthy; I make my own decisions; I am happy. Therefore I have confidence that I will also attain financial independence.
I had an interesting encounter with my adult son the other day. He was fussing at me about something. (He seems to think he has become the father and I the child.) I assumed the power stance; didn’t say a word. He paused in his tirade; looked at me and said are you supposed to be Super girl; laughed and walked away. I thought WOW. I must admit that he returned later in the day to continue the discussion. I fell into my old blueprint momentarily. Then I recalled the morning’s behavior and closed my mouth.
I think this video relates to our challenge of the week.